Realize
January 11, 2011

Everything is spinning and I know the reason why
Everyone seems so happy and I can't even try
Why does everything seem so messed up to me
I swear I could just want to live my life.

I sometimes feel like I'm not welcome here anymore
Just to get away even if just for a week
My life always looks so different through someone elses eyes
But if this is true why can't they realize?

I've wanted to be someone else but I learned long ago
That no ones the same and we're all different and
I should be happy that way
But I envy all of you who seem luckier then me
But instead I'll go outside and hope for blue skies.