Not the Same
March 29, 2011

I don't know why I always feel this way
I think it's cos I feel I'm losing you
Why am I not one of the first to know
It hurts deep inside of me.

It's not that I don't care.

I'd rather say when I'm okay
But I wont let you leave that way
I know it hurts
I've been there before
But I hope it's not the same.

I feel like I don't get to know the score
I'm not sure how to feel
I just want to tell you
What's going on with me
But you're not listening.

But I wont let it show
I'll just let it go.

I'd rather say when I'm okay
But I wont let you leave that way
I know it hurts
I've been there before
But I hope it's not the same.

Misunderstood
March 24, 2011

Forever, useless not ever
All of the questions
That come to us
Patience, is only a subject
When we're frightened of unspoken words.

Hold our heads up
And we'll be fine
The suns shining
From where we are
Even if it just takes time it'll all come our way.

No matter how far
Or through teary eyes
We can be strong
And carry on.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.

Bleeding, we should be believing
That there are no doubts
Only good times ahead.

Be stronger
Don't be quiet
Release the demons
They're scared inside
Be the light that's bright to lead the way.

No matter how far
Or through teary eyes
We can be strong
And carry on.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.

Be stronger
And be a bright light
To make it through
The flood this time
Don't let the waves capture you and take you away.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.

Need You Here
March 21, 2011

All the days spent far away
I can see it on your face
You miss me
Like I miss you
I want you
so close your eyes
Please help me realize
Why I ever left your side.

You'll be the one to aspire
I'll hold your hand through it all
You'll be the one I desire
Please just scream my name
I need you here.

I could look at you for days
Admiring your chiseled face
I want you to hold me near
And whisper romantically in my ear
I love you
I always have
And I'm sorry
That I left before
And now I need you
To lock the door
'Cos I need you more then I ever did before.

You'll be the one to aspire
I'll hold your hand through it all
You'll be the one I desire
Please just scream my name
I need you here.

Damn
March 10, 2011

I don't know if this is right
Or I am wrong
What I feel
I can't explain at all
I've never known
Someone quite like you
You're just like me
That's not the surreal bit.

And I know
I will never lose you
You'll be a friend no matter what I go through
I'll help you see that it's okay
And that nothings standing in your way.

Damn I wish it was different
All I know is it be so clear.

We've all had bad days
You're aware of mine
I'm not afraid
But if you ever need me to
I'm always here waiting to help you.

The world is a messed up place
I'm glad I found a friend in it
If only I could help you
The way you've helped me.

Damn I wish it was different
All I know is it be so clear
Damn why are you nowhere near
Why's the time not clear.