Tried To
December 12, 2010

I hope you didn't go and set me up
Cos you know I can get real good revenge
Why don't you ever think about the things you say and do
One time it's going to get thrown right back at you
I tried to save it every single way I could
I thought of lying through my teeth just to help you out
I hope you don't think I just did this for fun
If you had checked it and you could've been number one.

I want you to know that I didn't do this to help me
Something went wrong and I needed help fast
I don't tell on things at all
But this time I didn't have a chance at all.

I hope you can forgive me that it came to this
A never ending sick feeling which I'll never miss
I wouldn't want you on my bad side, it's crossed my mind
I've prayed for it to be okay a thousand times
A lack of communication is what it came down to
A fear of rushing and constantly leaving soon
I feel pushed and dragged and torn ever way
I hope that tomorrow this'll all be okay.

I want you to know that I didn't do this to help me
Something went wrong and I needed help fast
I don't tell on things at all
But this time I didn't have a chance at all.

All the words could never make me feel better
All the feelings I felt you'll never know.

I want you to know that I didn't do this to help me
Something went wrong and I needed help fast
I don't tell on things at all
But this time I didn't have a chance at all.

Eyes Like the Ocean
December 7, 2010

His eyes were so deep like the ocean and sea
The way he looks at me
As if it was something he'd never seen before
While looking at the stars
The colour of his hair, the look in his eyes
The clothes he wore
Like in England he wasn't aware.

Drop everything now, meet me at the dusk of night
Underneath the stars standing on a pier is right
Cos I fell in love with you
The way you hold me close lets me know
If things were different we'd be together now
Because I'm back on that pier thinking of you under the stars.

The softness of his voice
With it he could sing the perfect melody
I heard his name, but I know it's not right
Willy I think about you day and night
I miss looking into your eyes, I wonder if you miss mine
I love you
I have faith that one day you'll see me and our worlds will collide.

Drop everything now, meet me at the dusk of night
Underneath the stars standing on a pier is right
Cos I fell in love with you
The way you hold me close lets me know
If things were different we'd be together now
Because I'm back on that pier thinking of you under the stars.

I go back to that night when we were there
And watch a love bloom
I can feel you breathe against my skin
And it still drives me wild
If I could see you again
I couldn't restrain myself
I'm captivated by everything you are and I long to be with you.

Drop everything now, meet me at the dusk of night
Underneath the stars standing on a pier is right
Cos I fell in love with you
The way you hold me close lets me know
If things were different we'd be together now
Because I'm back on that pier thinking of you under the stars.

Dear Willy
December 7, 2010

I feel alone
I know you had to go and so did I
But I'll never forget your voice
The way you told me everything happens for a reason
I sit staring at the stars
Wondering if the waves crashing around me know something
And I know one day I'll see you again, but will you be free of her.

This is supposed to be a letter to you
But instead it has a melody.

Oh I think of you everyday and how I still picture every word you said
Come to me, I need you right now, I need to feel the ocean breeze again.

I hear songs on the radio and I know that you're not happy where you are
So come play on the beach with me
We can be more free then you'll ever know.

Love this strong can last every storm
And I know I can hear it in your voice.


Oh I think of you everyday and how I still picture every word you said
Come to me, I need you right now, I need to feel the ocean breeze again.

I'm too scared to say it any other way and I'm scared you wont ever hear it
Here's the silence while I wait for your answer
Shaking hands this was so daring.

The first time you hear it I hope you understand
I'm so lonely here
Without you by my side
We are so much alike
I think you're my soul mate anyhow.


Oh I think of you everyday and how I still picture every word you said
Come to me, I need you right now, I need to feel the ocean breeze again.

Always Be There
December 5, 2010

I wish you were near me
I need you here
I need you as a rock beside me
So when waves crash I don't drown.

The stories you tell me
Make me feel strong
I'm filled with emotions and I need you all the time.

I can feel you here with me
Through the dark I can see you
I can feel you here with me
It's like I already know you.

I know it's not right
To feel this way
All I know is you help me until the end.

I can feel you here with me
Through the dark I can see you
I can feel you here with me
It's like I already know you.

I wish I could help you too
In your darkest days
And whenever you need me, I'll always be there.

I can feel you here with me
Through the dark I can see you
I can feel you here with me
It's like I already know you.

Slip Away
December 5, 2010

Long ago when days were greener
And we didn't know it all
All of our footsteps were left in the sand
You meant the world to me
You were everything
Until you destroyed it
And blew up like a mine.

Dreams will always slip away
You'll have to chase them one day.

I eventually forgave you
Painted all new lines
I put the puzzle back together
And didn't miss a piece this time.

We've been through so much
Lacking nothing but lust and dreams
Dust collects on everything
While winds blow sand
We don't understand.

I really thought I knew you
But you left again
It was differently
And now I know.

Dreams will always slip away
You'll have to chase them one day.