Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Don't Get It Wrong
March 24, 2010

After all these years
I don't understand
You were strong together
Through all the harm.

Don't get it wrong
Just be strong
You're wrong.

Don't aim for the punches
If you back away
You don't have any clever tactics
You threw it all away.

Don't get it wrong
Just be strong
You're wrong
Just play along
And keep calm
No harm.

I can't get past this ordeal
Please say this isn't real
Just stop and listen to the words.

Your vulgar attitude
Isn't that cool
In the middle of nowhere
Is where you belong.


Don't get it wrong
Just be strong
You're wrong
Just play along
And keep calm
No harm.
Don't Know Where To Go
March 24, 2010

I don't know what I'm doing here
All I want to do is cry
It's an average day
I can't help but dream away.

Looking at a shooting star
I wish I could do it right
And have lots of fun
I miss being adrift.

The times going way too slow
I don't know where to go
Show me the way.

Close my eyes and drift away
Losing track of every day
You have too much fun
I wish you'd pass some my way.


The times going way too slow
I don't know where to go
Show me the way.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I Must Be Crazy
March 23, 2010

It was such a surprise
When you were looking at me
I couldn't even tell you
With those big blue eyes
To see you look my way
And me be okay
I was so surprised.

I must be crazy
It wasn't easy.

It was so much fun
To hear the music that played
All around us
When you talked to me
Words came easily
I was shocked to see
That you understood exactly.

I must be crazy
It wasn't easy.

Easy to love you
Easy to understand
Why I can't be with you always
Talk to me slowly
So I can understand
I hope you learn my name
Eventually on a Monday.

I must be crazy
It wasn't easy.

I wont hesitate
To be near you now
That I know how the feelings rush.

I must be crazy
It wasn't easy.
Will You Remember
March 23, 2010

I could tell
This isn't new
I fought and hid
Somehow it got through
It wasn't a surprise
It hurt deep down inside
It doesn't show.

All the seasons changing
Its not the same
Will you remember me
And my name.

I conquered my fear
I talked to you
It was so crazy
I was so steady
You took me by surprise
You looked at
Right into my eyes
And I knew.

All the seasons changing
Its not the same
Will you remember me
And my name.

I don't know a word of this
But I'm clear on what I heard
I know it's safe
It's clear
To think it ever happened.

All the seasons changing
Its not the same
Will you remember me
And my name.
Taken Lightly
March 23, 2010

I was always left alone
You were so misplaced
I know that its how it started
I was laughed at
You rescued me
I still cry about it.

This is not something
That should be taken lightly
I will never forget this again.

Something tore us apart
A tidal wave crashed in
I can't believe you didn't try to stop it
The fear is locked inside
Screaming to get out
I can't believe you denied it.

This is not something
That should be taken lightly
I will never forget this again.

Look at the times
I don't rewind
They can't be taken back
I'm just fine
Its coming off hard.

This is not something
That should be taken lightly
I will never forget this again.
Burden I Have
March 23, 2010

One day, I hope you'll see this
And realize that I could have needed you
I needed your help when I was down
And beat up, and weak, and laying on the ground.

These days don't stop
They just get worse and I could really use someone
To help when I'm like this
The sky is dark and so are my thoughts
Please help to save me from this.

This is the burden I have and it all lays with me
And wont go away
These tears I cry at night are scary
Can you hear me now?

I keep reaching out and no ones there
Why isn't anyone watching or listening
They probably don't even care
I don't know why, but I can't help it
My mind keeps playing all these horrible tricks
I go to sleep scared and wake up alone
Will anyone save me from this horrible dream.

This is the burden I have and it all lays with me
And wont go away
These tears I cry at night are scary
Can you hear me now?
This Disaster
March 15, 2010

You said that getting older would be fun and I always argued
You said that I would never notice all the changes happening
You said we'd be better if we didn't talk ever again.

But it seems you were wrong
And I knew
It wouldn't last
All along
This disaster was waiting to happen.

They said nothing lasts this long and it will fall apart
They said this would be a big catastrophe and someone would get hurt
They said it would be me because I was weaker then.

But it seems
They were wrong
And I knew
It wouldn't last
All along
This disaster was waiting to happen.

I think this whole thing could blow up and hurt you
I think you don't know what you're doing, you just hurt
I think that this is getting very old, leave it alone.

But it seems you were wrong
And I knew
It wouldn't last
All along
This disaster was waiting to happen.

I thought I knew the likes of you and everything you put me through
To hell and back
I cried some too
Promising not to remember you
Now this time it's true
I'm forgetting you.
Save Me Now
February 18, 2009

I'll tell you a story but I'm not sure that you'd listen anyway
Sometimes I think there's something else that has captured you
Tell me why can't you see
You're still hurting me, hurting me.

I feel all alone
Even in crowded rooms
Look what you did to me I can't take it any longer
Maybe if you'd ask
I'd tell you the truth
But my heart breaks everyday and I'm screamin' out
It's almost too late for you to save me now.

If this were me I would have done this so differently
I would have talked and tried to work it out
But you were never good with words
But you should have taken a chance
It's so stupid what you put me through
You've made it hard for me.

I feel all alone
Even in crowded rooms
Look what you did to me I can't take it any longer
Maybe if you'd ask
I'd tell you the truth
But my heart breaks everyday and I'm screamin' out
It's almost too late for you to save me now.

Sometimes I think it should change
Look in the mirror, can't you see?
You're not the same person you used to be.

I feel alone
Even in crowded rooms
But I'm better then you
I'm going to change this by myself
My heart wont beat alone
Anymore for you
You were stupid and now
You can't turn around
It's too late for you to save me now.
You & Me
April 12, 2009

I can't figure out why I'm so scared
To tell you about all the things I've said
To my friends about you, it's not that easy
When I look into your eyes
I'm hypnotized
They take me to another place I really like
When I dream at night I can see you.

I can't get you off of my mind
I could write it out a hundred million times
But even then I couldn't say what I've been thinking for a long time.

I think that we could be good together
Taking on the world forever
So please tell me
You belong with me.

Thinking about you in your jeans
I kinda like it and its how it will be
I like your shoes and the ties you wear
Well maybe I'm crazy
When I talk to you I get carried away
I always say things I would never say
I'm surprised this hasn't slipped out of my mouth
I bet you really would have liked that.

I can't get you off of my mind
I could write it out a hundred million times
But even then I couldn't say what I've been thinking for a long time.

I think that we could be good together
Taking on the world forever
So please tell me
You belong with me
Hoping that I've sparked a light
Knowing this will help get me through the night
And help make it all right.

I remember the way you first said my name
And when I talked to you on the coldest day
And how you said it yesterday and how it's all changed
Now it all seems real to me.

I think that we could be good together
Taking on the world forever
So please tell me
You belong with me
Hoping that I've sparked a light
Knowing this will help get me through the night
And help make it all right.
Why
May 6, 2009

I opened up
I showed you what
I should be like but I'm not
I'm way too shy
Too scared inside
To take a chance to open myself up to you
But...

I know the feelings mutual
I know that I want you
Please just come out with me tonight
I don't care what we do
As long as I'm just near you
I always, want to have you around
Here's to the song that plays when you're looking at me
The way you looked into my eyes
Then time starts again and I'm asking you why.

I don't want a hook up
Or a frenchie kiss but
Thats not who I am
I just want to hold you and tell you
Girlfriends and boyfriends okay.

I know the feelings mutual
I know that I want you
Please just come out with me tonight
I don't care what we do
As long as I'm just near you
I always, want to have you around
Here's to the song that plays when you're looking at me
The way you looked into my eyes
Then time starts again and I'm asking you why.

Why is your music keeping you away from me?
Even though I would come second to it
I'd make the sacrifice.

I know the feelings mutual
I know that I want you
Please just come out with me tonight
I don't care what we do
As long as I'm just near you
I always, want to have you around
Here's to the song that plays when you're looking at me
The way you looked into my eyes
Then time starts again and I'm asking you why.
I Have To Tell You
May 6, 2009

I'm thinking every night
About how I'm going to get you
Make you realize that I'm worth your time
You looked into my eyes
And I knew you were happy
And everything was right
I've asked you now twice
If you wanted to hang out
Want to spend some time
hanging out with me
I waited for your reply
But you're busy with your band
But I'll keep trying more.

Because I just can't let you go
when I know you don't even have free time for yourself
And I know you're just not saying that to push me away.

And every song I hear reminds me of you
Sometimes I think about just kissing you
And I know one day
I have to tell you.

Give me some more time
To pull myself together
Hope you see the signs
That I'm really trying here
Why don't you tell me why you don't hear my voice screaming for you
Or maybe you do
Maybe you're scared
And that's the reason
You act like this
But let me tell you
I'm scared to but I just can't resist.

Because I just can't let you go
when I know you don't even have free time for yourself
And I know you're just not saying that to push me away.

And every song I hear reminds me of you
Sometimes I think about just kissing you
And I know one day
I have to tell you.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I Knew In Time
May 30, 2009

All the times I thought of you and me
I can almost see the picture perfectly clear
And then you stab me in the back and it hurts the most.

It's a couple years alter and I'm so sad
You've replaced me with others
They're not like me at all
You apologized to me, I dreamed of this day
I'm finally happy again.

I knew in time
That everything would be okay
History
Will never repeat itself
I'm so patient
For dealing with you
I know you're there.

Just when things were getting better you moved away
Everything took a tumble
I held on tight
Never giving up on what I knew
I missed you.

And now you're back and everything's changed
But nothing's different
You still act the same
I really miss you now, but you've caused so much pain
It's not enough.

I knew in time
That everything would be okay
History
Will never repeat itself
I'm so patient
For dealing with you
I know you're there.

Why am I still waiting here?
After all these years?

I knew in time
That everything would be okay
History
Will never repeat itself
I'm so patient
For dealing with you
I know you're there.
Make Me Crazy
June 30, 2009

I cross the floor, stare at the wall again
I don't know why you're like this with me
What's wrong with me?
Tell me pretty please
'Cos I can't find out this by myself now
And you make me feel so good even when it hurts me
You're always hurting me.

You make me crazy
So paranoid
You make me angry when there's nothing to be angry about
Tell me you're leaving
You're done with me now.

You made me see green, red and black
My eyes are sore, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself from you
Just tell me what to do
I know I wont be able to stop myself now
I wish I could admit
But it'll never quit
I don't want it to stop.

You make me crazy
So paranoid
You make me angry when there's nothing to be angry about
Tell me you're leaving
You're done with me now.

You don't know how it hurts
You just assume the worst
Laughing at me constantly
Even like you hate me
Why do I keep you?

You make me crazy
So paranoid
You make me angry when there's nothing to be angry about
Tell me you're leaving
You're done with me now.
I Never Thought
June 30, 2009

All the times you told me you wish you could be just like me
You think I have so much fun
Well you don't know me
I'm always screaming out
Why can't you just see me reaching out?
The way you're ignoring me has gotten to be too much now.

I can't believe this is wasted
I never thought you were jaded
I'm holding on so tightly
My knuckles are so white
I'm hurt that you would even consider it
I don't know if I believe it.

You used to be so innocent
And now you ignore the cries and the stress
It's not even the worst thing you do
I can't even say
And I hope one day you get it
Thrown back in your face and it causes a mess
Then you can see how this has been for me and how I've
Not always survived
I'm not the same way and it's thanks to you.

I can't believe this is wasted
I never thought you were jaded
I'm holding on so tightly
My knuckles are so white
I'm hurt that you would even consider it
I don't know if I believe it.

What a lie.

I can't believe this is wasted
I never thought you were jaded
I'm holding on so tightly
My knuckles are so white
I'm hurt that you would even consider it
I don't know if I believe it.

I want this to end
You'll never get it
Stop lying and denying
I know what you're still hiding
And even though I still know you, there's something different too.
I Wish I Could
July 29, 2009

I watched you and I knew that somehow we were meant to be
Together, forever, it's something I can clearly see
You're on my side
All through the night
I just cannot sleep
I'm hoping you'll be okay.

I wish I could be forever with you
I wont lie to you
I wish I could be the one at the end of your story
It would be a happy day
If you could only just see me and feel it too
I wish I could forever with you.

Your eyes they tell me you somehow knew
How I feel for you and that it's true I'm not like other girls
I fell for you and I know it's true.

I wish I could be forever with you
I wont lie to you
I wish I could be the one at the end of your story
It would be a happy day
If you could only just see me and feel it too
I wish I could forever with you.

If only you'd just notice me
And see my happy look we'd be
It'd be more then just a crazy dream.

I wish I could be forever with you
I wont lie to you
I wish I could be the one at the end of your story
It would be a happy day
If you could only just see me and feel it too
I wish I could forever with you.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Every Day
July 29, 2009

I'll give you time
Maybe you'll read my mind
And see that this is how I want things to be
But maybe you'll see
That this wont end here
And I know this will continue on forever.

I would go anywhere for you
That's just one thing I'd do
To keep you in my life constantly.

'Cos I can't let you go
Even though it's coming so soon
I just want you to know
That I'll always be there for you
Music's a never ending story
I know that you'll see
And I just want to see you every day in between.

None of it's right
I only see you at night
But I still love how you look above everyone else
Now I wish we're alone
I know we could fill the room
With the songs no one ever sings.

'Cos I can't let you go
Even though it's coming so soon
I just want you to know
That I'll always be there for you
Music's a never ending story
I know that you'll see
And I just want to see you every day in between.

Don't tell me hotels are all the same
I wont believe it
I can tell
That this will never be the end.

'Cos I can't let you go
Even though it's coming so soon
I just want you to know
That I'll always be there for you
Music's a never ending story
I know that you'll see
And I just want to see you every day in between.
These Scars
August 19, 2009

I'm hoping still, I'll get to talk to you
It's been a while and that's not okay with me
I'm hoping still that we're best of friends
It all seems hazy
And you're quite lazy.

It's always raining somewhere
I'm hoping one day it's clear
I can't wait anymore
I'm not wasting these years.

This ones of you
Thinking it's okay
But I can't pretend I don't miss you anymore
This ones of you and how I wish you knew
I can't control it
Please don't waste it.

It's always raining somewhere
I'm hoping one day it's clear
I can't wait anymore
I'm not wasting these years.

I build these walls up then you tare them down
I remember when we were both so young.

I know it's not over
Please stop this nightmare.

It's always raining somewhere
I'm hoping one day it's clear
I can't wait anymore
I'm not wasting these years.
Tell Me In Dreams
August 26, 2009

Closing all the doors, I want to let go
Searching for memories, I hope that it shows
One minute passes and I don't feel anything different
I wish you'd just realize
And not shut all your doors on me.

I want to believe
That you can tell me in dreams
The harder I try
the further you are
The more I cry out
The less I feel strong.

The rainy clouds clear
And it's sunny outside
It might take a while but I'll never hide
I want to show you
How strong that I've become
From you I'll never run.

I want to believe
That you can tell me in dreams
The harder I try
the further you are
The more I cry out
The less I feel strong.
So Right
August 31, 2009

This feeling could go on forever
I just wanted you to know
I'm looking forward to the next time that I'm with you
Alright
I'm gonna take a stand
And show you what its like
Looking in through the window
I'll be here watching you forever.

Make sure that everything's right
I'll scream if you put me down
I just want to hear that sound
Let the disco ball spin all night
Make sure that everything's right
I just want to hear you say
You'll play another day
I can't believe this feels so right.

Strangers wont even care
Getting out of my way
I'm hopelessly devoted to
Always being next to you
Crazy how it's always a fun time
Let's just give this all a try
I wont leave any of this behind.

Make sure that everything's right
I'll scream if you put me down
I just want to hear that sound
Let the disco ball spin all night
Make sure that everything's right
I just want to hear you say
You'll play another day
I can't believe this feels so right.
Time is on Your Side
February 15, 2010

Everyone needs some time
To understand the truth
You can only find it
When you lose control
Living this life isn't easy
Seeing everything piece by piece.

But I thought I was doing well
Until everything went under a spell
It takes time, time is on your side
When you feel that tug in your heart
And you don't want to be apart
It takes time, time is on your side.

When I think of you
I see happiness
I see good times
I know it's going to be okay
I know it's the truth
Don't hide anything from me in the dark.

But I thought I was doing well
Until everything went under a spell
It takes time, time is on your side
When you feel that tug in your heart
And you don't want to be apart
It takes time, time is on your side.

I hear a beautiful melody
Just like the ocean breeze
I'll be strong
I'll hold on
I know I'll be okay
Please keep me strong
Please keep me calm.

But I thought I was doing well
Until everything went under a spell
It takes time, time is on your side
When you feel that tug in your heart
And you don't want to be apart
It takes time, time is on your side.

I'll never tell...

One Day
March 2, 2010

One day
I know you'll say
That it's okay
That I'm still your friend
I don't know why you don't try harder
You used to make me laugh
But now I feel I'm in a trap.

One day
You'll turn to me and say
That you need me here with you.

I don't know why I can't work this out
Why I have to live without
What's the noise that I don't hear
Hoping soon that you'll realize.

I laughed uncomfortably
I cried it could have been harder
The days all fade into one big giant mess.

One day
You'll turn to me and say
That you need me here with you.

I don't know why I can't work this out
Why I have to live without
What's the noise that I don't hear
Hoping soon that you'll realize.

You're not fooling me, there's no mystery, you've forgotten what you're hiding for .

So, I guess I finally made the decision I was thinking about for a while. I've decided to put my lyrics into a blog.

I've been writing since I think I was about 11 (and I just turned 26!!), so if I went back I'm sure I'd find some really ridiculous stuff, and I'm sure some of the stuff I write now is just as ridiculous as it was back then.

I guess this is just another way for me to express myself, and let out everything I'm feeling, feelings that are made up, situations that aren't real... I'm sure you know how it goes.

So feel free to leave me a comment and let me know what you think. Leave a detailed comment and I'll love you forever.



P.s. Thanks BNL for the great title.