Saturday, August 13, 2011

You Need To See
August 13, 2011

Do you remember all those times
I hope you never forget
All the times I did everything for you
I hope you know I'm feeling sad
And everything's so strange when I can't communicate with you.

I've met new people, what do you think of that?
Maybe you'll feel alone like I did
Even thought I don't wish that upon you
You need to see how I'm feeling too.

I haven't told you about the boy
I don't know what you'd say
I don't like to play guessing games
Or how I'm writing again
But its something new
I think you might be disappointed in me.

I've met new people, what do you think of that?
Maybe you'll feel alone like I did
Even thought I don't wish that upon you
You need to see how I'm feeling too.

If I'm not the one for you
Please just tell me
So I'm not wasting my time
But if you hear it in my song
And I expressed my feelings wrong
The I'll be forever sorry.

I don't want to feel like I'm pushing you away
I feel like I'm not important anymore
Please think of me and I'll surprise you
You need to see how I'm feeling too.


Before
August 4. 2011

I don't know how else to say this to you
I miss you and it hurts all night
Just listen to me
I'm going crazy
Don't try to act so above me
I know you way better then that
Just give me that
Don't put me out of my misery.

Now you act so different
Like you've gone away
Where's the person from before
Help is on the way.

Don't ignore me I can't take it
All the rain pours down on me
Until you remember me.

Now you act so different
Like you've gone away
Where's the person from before
Help is on the way.

I don't like you like this
I like it how it was before
But I'll give up how I feel
To make everything okay.
Shadows
June 30, 2011

I feel like I'm getting lost with everyone
Sometimes I wonder what I did
To feel like this
I don't deserve it
But I know you'll never see it my way
My feelings are all locked away
So I wont hurt you
I'd never desert you.

You'll always be my 2 am
Hoping you see me when you see a shooting star
I just want you to know that I took it hard.

So now I only see your shadow
When will I see you
I need to see you
And you're slipping into the shadows
I need you to hear me
I want you to be near me
Please see me.

The focus isn't on me at all
I bet I'm slipping into the wall
That's behind me
You'll have to save me.

And it all seems okay most of the time
Until I need you and I'm scared to call your name
But I need you to see me with tears in my eyes
My tears still haven't dried.

So now I only see your shadow
When will I see you
I need to see you
And you're slipping into the shadows
I need you to hear me
I want you to be near me
Please see me.

The world around you is beautiful
I really just want you to know
That I could never be mad at you
I'm just frustrated and confused inside
The sun will always shine.

So now I only see your shadow
When will I see you
I need to see you
And you're slipping into the shadows
I need you to hear me
I want you to be near me
Please see me.

But I still know that if I disappeared
You'd still care and it would still be clear
That you love me
I could never unlove you.

Don't Lock Yourself Away
June 19, 2011

I just want you to feel better
To let you know I'm here forever
To let you see what you do for me
You help me through my darkest days
When I'm wrapped in my mind
No one else to save me
I just want to be here
Like you are for me.

When you're broken
Feel alone and
Need someone there for you
When you're crying
Feel like dying
I'll help you get by
Please be happy
Know I love you
Don't lock yourself away tonight
I'm always by your side.

I could tell you
I know how you're feeling
Dreams are for real
You need to believe in them
Please cry on my shoulder
Make it so wet so it would drown
And put all your sorrow on me
I could be your company.

When you're broken
Feel alone and
Need someone there for you
When you're crying
Feel like dying
I'll help you get by
Please be happy
Know I love you
Don't lock yourself away tonight
I'm always by your side.

You'll never know how much you mean to me
I just need to know
You're okay tonight.

When you're broken
Feel alone and
Need someone there for you
When you're crying
Feel like dying
I'll help you get by
Please be happy
Know I love you
Don't lock yourself away tonight
I'm always by your side.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

You're Amazing
June 2, 2011

Gazing out at the night
I feel you near me and I feel high
Your breath on me
Your breath on me
I can’t believe we’re here tonight
Whispering things until we see the sun.

When I dream at night and you’re holding me
I feel like nothing in the world can disturb me
I love you, protect me forever
I love you, I know you’re amazing.

I could spend all day beside you silently
Even the quiet is okay with me
But I know you’re thinking of me
I’m safe with you and the world goes on.

When I dream at night and you’re holding me
I feel like nothing in the world can disturb me
I love you, protect me forever
I love you, I know you’re amazing
I can feel every word with your melody
Your words touch my heart like a harmony
I love you, you are so special
I love you, you’re irresistible.

You’re so touchable I can’t keep my thoughts away
I know one day I’ll call out your name.

When I dream at night and you’re holding me
I feel like nothing in the world can disturb me
I love you, protect me forever
I love you, I know you’re amazing
I can feel every word with your melody
Your words touch my heart like a harmony
I love you, you are so special
I love you, you’re irresistible.
Feeling Right Now
June 2, 2011

I was sure one day it would come down to us
And my heart would beat faster crazily
I’m dizzy around you all the time
The way your blue eyes stare right through me
I feel like flying when I notice it
You make me feel so alive inside.

Oh, I think I’m going crazy
I can’t see this ending
You have me forever
I really need to see you right now
I need to show what my emotions are going through.

I can see you sitting on the beach at night and my hearts beating
When you play the piano I can’t even begin to say how I’m feeling
When you kiss me at night and hold me tight I know it’s all okay
But I know I’ll never be able to express how I’m feeling right now.
I told you I loved you today and you looked at me and said that you loved me too
I still get scared you won’t return it
I always think about how lucky I am and I always noticed when you whisper in my ear
Saying you’re just as lucky to have me.

Oh, I think I’m going crazy
I can’t see this ending
You have me forever
I really need to see you right now
I need to show what my emotions are going through.

I can see you sitting on the beach at night and my hearts beating
When you play the piano I can’t even begin to say how I’m feeling
When you kiss me at night and hold me tight I know it’s all okay
But I know I’ll never be able to express how I’m feeling right now.

I hope it’s not too obvious
But I would never just sit back and let you walk away
You have my heart in your hands now
Forever is for real now
I’m hoping you’re feeling the same way.

Hopelessly wishing that you knew
That story of us won’t be ending soon.

I can see you sitting on the beach at night and my hearts beating
When you play the piano I can’t even begin to say how I’m feeling
When you kiss me at night and hold me tight I know it’s all okay
But I know I’ll never be able to express how I’m feeling right now.
Walk Through Fire
April 26, 2011

I just want you to be happy
Not tears streaming down your cheeks
I hope you don't feel meek
Knowing you is the best
Even if you need rest
I can help you through.

I just hope the best for you to lift
Your grey skies away.

Because when you talk to me
I hope you feel better
I try my best to take it all away
I know I'm not like them
But that's what friends are for
I'd do anything for you
Walk through fire
If it meant
You'd be happy again.

I can't describe how I hope I help you too
We're not feeling alone
The laugh I know is there
Just be happy instead
Think of him all the time.

I know how hard it can be but we can pull
Each other through.

Because when you talk to me
I hope you feel better
I try my best to take it all away
I know I'm not like them
But that's what friends are for
I'd do anything for you
Walk through fire
If it meant
You'd be happy again.

I don't want you to cry
But I feel so small
I know I'm your friend
I just want to help you out
I know it can feel all lost
Feeling so alone
But I'm always there
There until the very end.

Because when you talk to me
I hope you feel better
I try my best to take it all away
I know I'm not like them
But that's what friends are for
I'd do anything for you
Walk through fire
If it meant
You'd be happy again.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Not the Same
March 29, 2011

I don't know why I always feel this way
I think it's cos I feel I'm losing you
Why am I not one of the first to know
It hurts deep inside of me.

It's not that I don't care.

I'd rather say when I'm okay
But I wont let you leave that way
I know it hurts
I've been there before
But I hope it's not the same.

I feel like I don't get to know the score
I'm not sure how to feel
I just want to tell you
What's going on with me
But you're not listening.

But I wont let it show
I'll just let it go.

I'd rather say when I'm okay
But I wont let you leave that way
I know it hurts
I've been there before
But I hope it's not the same.
Misunderstood
March 24, 2011

Forever, useless not ever
All of the questions
That come to us
Patience, is only a subject
When we're frightened of unspoken words.

Hold our heads up
And we'll be fine
The suns shining
From where we are
Even if it just takes time it'll all come our way.

No matter how far
Or through teary eyes
We can be strong
And carry on.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.

Bleeding, we should be believing
That there are no doubts
Only good times ahead.

Be stronger
Don't be quiet
Release the demons
They're scared inside
Be the light that's bright to lead the way.

No matter how far
Or through teary eyes
We can be strong
And carry on.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.

Be stronger
And be a bright light
To make it through
The flood this time
Don't let the waves capture you and take you away.

Although we feel misunderstood
And we can't do any good
We'll shine like stars again
Water up to our knees
Is no problem this time.
Need You Here
March 21, 2011

All the days spent far away
I can see it on your face
You miss me
Like I miss you
I want you
so close your eyes
Please help me realize
Why I ever left your side.

You'll be the one to aspire
I'll hold your hand through it all
You'll be the one I desire
Please just scream my name
I need you here.

I could look at you for days
Admiring your chiseled face
I want you to hold me near
And whisper romantically in my ear
I love you
I always have
And I'm sorry
That I left before
And now I need you
To lock the door
'Cos I need you more then I ever did before.

You'll be the one to aspire
I'll hold your hand through it all
You'll be the one I desire
Please just scream my name
I need you here.
Damn
March 10, 2011

I don't know if this is right
Or I am wrong
What I feel
I can't explain at all
I've never known
Someone quite like you
You're just like me
That's not the surreal bit.

And I know
I will never lose you
You'll be a friend no matter what I go through
I'll help you see that it's okay
And that nothings standing in your way.

Damn I wish it was different
All I know is it be so clear.

We've all had bad days
You're aware of mine
I'm not afraid
But if you ever need me to
I'm always here waiting to help you.

The world is a messed up place
I'm glad I found a friend in it
If only I could help you
The way you've helped me.

Damn I wish it was different
All I know is it be so clear
Damn why are you nowhere near
Why's the time not clear.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I Have You
March 1, 2011

I thought that I was so lucky
That I had come and found you
Sometimes the things you say make me weak
But I know better then to feel that blue.

It shouldn't be that hard
It's not a big mistake.

I shouldn't doubt the things that you've told me
I know you're talking about everything else but me
It's just that without you around I would seriously drown
It's not something I want to do
If I ever feel a little bit lonely
I have you.

Sometimes I need to be reassured it'll be okay
You already know I have lots of cloudy days
Even though I know you wont hurt me
Someone once said everyone leaves and that's not okay.

But I shouldn't shed a tear
I know you're near.

I shouldn't doubt the things that you've told me
I know you're talking about everything else but me
It's just that without you around I would seriously drown
It's not something I want to do
If I ever feel a little bit lonely
I have you.

I shouldn't feel so alone
I can't hear you say my name.

I shouldn't doubt the things that you've told me
I know you're talking about everything else but me
It's just that without you around I would seriously drown
It's not something I want to do
If I ever feel a little bit lonely
I have you.
So Much Stronger
February 17, 2011

Drift into the moonlight
With you by my side
Take your hand and squeeze it tight, squeeze it tight
Seeing you look at me across the room
See your big blue eyes and hold your gaze, hold your gaze
I know I'm in love it's a secret I want to tell
I want to show you to the world all day and night, day and night
And even though I love you it was hard to say goodbye
It's something I will never ever do again, do again.

And I know that our love could carry on forever and forever
When I kiss you I feel so much stronger
I need your touch again.

I need to feel you with me and I have you by my side
It's all I can do to not go crazy, crazy
I saw you for the first time in a while
And I thought you were in denial, denial.

And I know that our love could carry on forever and forever
When I kiss you I feel so much stronger
I need your touch again.

If there's something I could tell you now perfectly
I should have trusted you and let you love me, love me
And now this song is ending right where it's meant to be
I'll love you forever if you'll stay with me, stay with me.


And I know that our love could carry on forever and forever
When I kiss you I feel so much stronger
I need your touch again.
The Sea
February 5, 2011

I'm here in Miami
With all the palm trees
Feeling the warm breeze and the sun's shining on me
My mind will always be here
I don't know what to do.

I'm not where I belong
I'm confused can't you see
My minds far away from home
I'm from the cold, but I love the sea.

Walking in the hot sand
Makes it okay
I wish I had the answers but it takes me all away
That's why I'm staring at the palms trees
It helps in every way.


I'm not where I belong
I'm confused can't you see
My minds far away from home
I'm from the cold, but I love the sea.

I'll be going back to the snow
Missing everything here
Even though the sun shines there I'll always miss here
My mind will always be here
Much more then you'll ever know.


I'm not where I belong
I'm confused can't you see
My minds far away from home
I'm from the cold, but I love the sea.
Only Want You
January 29, 2011

Don't worry I nkow it wont matter anyways
I know you're sad but all things considered it'll be okay
You have the love of your live there with you
It's just a storm of a dumb girl who wants to be you.

So dim the fire light
And hold on tight
You know it's true
He's yours and no one else's anyways
He's only for you
For your eyes and your memories
He only wants you.

Don't let them bring you down
You're better then them
The suns shining
Let it take you away
Just think of all the special times
As you should be doing
It's all a mystery
But it'll happen the best way.

So dim the fire light
And hold on tight
You know it's true
He's yours and no one else's anyways
He's only for you
For your eyes and your memories
He only wants you.

You don't need to be sad
You shouldn't be mad
You have so many people who care
He's by your side
And in between
You'll have your great friends.

So dim the fire light
And hold on tight
You know it's true
He's yours and no one else's anyways
He's only for you
For your eyes and your memories
He only wants you.
Do You Think of Me
January 21, 2011

I can feel you
Breathing on me
It's in my dreams because now I'm without you
It's like a sand storm
Has taken you away
I just need to see you again.

I picture you
In the brightest sky
Do you think of me all the time
I see your face again
So late at night
Do you think of me
All the time?

The rain beating down on me
Reminds me of those months
I spent by your side
The ocean didn't separate us.

Like a mirage
I think I can see you
I reach out for you
And the visions gone
You disappear.

I picture you
In the brightest sky
Do you think of me all the time
I see your face again
So late at night
Do you think of me
All the time?

So let me see you again
Let the sun shine again
I never could forget you
I still love you
Your blue eyes still hypnotize
Your voice still echoes in my mind
I need to see you again
I wish I could explain.

I picture you
In the brightest sky
Do you think of me all the time
I see your face again
So late at night
Do you think of me
All the time?
Am I Wrong
January 18, 2011

Never a worry in the world
How come this made me doubt
Everything I knew
All that I had with you
Because things always change
Even if you don't
The first thing you told me was everything's the same
It's clearly not
I can't even see the same
The walls are all built up in my mind
It hurts
Expectations of everything are so high.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.

What are you doing in the rain
Maybe I can help you
If you take my hand
But it's not anything I can change
And you have already changed your mind.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.

You were someone I ran to
But now I'm scared I'll be looked down on
Even though I know it'll never change your mind.

So I sit here praying nothing will change
But it's burning now
I'm so ashamed
Of what I'm thinking now.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Really That Simple
January 11, 2011

You became my friend and that's how every story always starts
We talked a lot and always shared everything and I guess I knew
That this would be not a long time thing
'Cos you're growing and I'm staying the same as always.

How I wish we could always be friends
It's really that simple
How I wish we could always be friends
It's really beneficial
I wouldn't let anyone tell me any differently
I need you
I feel like I've always known you.

I hate changes and everyone knows that
But it's because everything changes but me
You're like a best friend and you inspire me
Even if you don't realize I look up to you
And I know it's probably a shock
But you have a life so inspiring and it's so clear and true.

How I wish we could always be friends
It's really that simple
How I wish we could always be friends
It's really beneficial
I wouldn't let anyone tell me any differently
I need you
I feel like I've always known you.

I'm so confused and I don't want to scare you
You brighten up my day in the dullest room
Remember someone out there looks up to you
Always try your best
I know that one day you'll get this song.

So here I am not sure if these words are meaning anything to you
They took a lot to write and now the stories done.

How I wish we could always be friends
It's really that simple
How I wish we could always be friends
It's really beneficial
I wouldn't let anyone tell me any differently
I need you
I feel like I've always known you.
Realize
January 11, 2011

Everything is spinning and I know the reason why
Everyone seems so happy and I can't even try
Why does everything seem so messed up to me
I swear I could just want to live my life.

I sometimes feel like I'm not welcome here anymore
Just to get away even if just for a week
My life always looks so different through someone elses eyes
But if this is true why can't they realize?

I've wanted to be someone else but I learned long ago
That no ones the same and we're all different and
I should be happy that way
But I envy all of you who seem luckier then me
But instead I'll go outside and hope for blue skies.
Your Mind
January 6, 2011

I'm so tired of it
Your constant bitching
Can't you just let it go
You're not the only one who cries
If you'd look around
You'd see it all surrounding you.

Thought it was a lose connection
Maybe a contradiction
You could have it all
But you'd rather be famous.

I can't let you go that way
You can't get wasted
You just need to open up your mind
It's just a process
Not a fucking life style
Be a bright star
Not a ticking time bomb
Let the magic take you away.

You're bringing everyone else down
You're threatening is so tightly wound
You're going to blow a fuse one day
Your idols never acted that way
They just lost controll
And looked what good that did.

You need a deep breath
Maybe just a time to relax
Just to keep safe
You'd better be off.

I can't let you go that way
You can't get wasted
You just need to open up your mind
It's just a process
Not a fucking life style
Be a bright star
Not a ticking time bomb
Let the magic take you away.
Must Be Dreaming
December 29, 2010

In the light of the moon you looked at me
And I never knew what would be, or if you'd stay
You looked at me again and that's when I knew
You wanted to be there like I would be for you.

I must be dreaming
I'm really sober
I can feel you all over.

I'm reeling when I'm not beside you
And I'm so happy you feel the same way too
Forever is how I know we'll be
Because we share something that's ours to explore.

I'd stay up all night
Staring at you
Thinking of all the little things you said to me and more
I just want to show you to the whole world
Make them see you for the man I take you for.

I keep wondering if its for real
I have to pinch myself
Can you believe it?

I'm reeling when I'm not beside you
And I'm so happy you feel the same way too
Forever is how I know we'll be
Because we share something that's ours to explore.

I want everyone to know
That you're more then they know
I need you, I do
There's nothing they could say to take this love away.

I'm reeling when I'm not beside you
And I'm so happy you feel the same way too
Forever is how I know we'll be
Because we share something that's ours to explore.

Look up at the bright blue skies
Even on the most starry night
I have you and that's all I need to sleep through the night
You helped me to see who I am
Even if it wasn't part of your plan
I love you and that's the truth.
Sparks Fly
December 28, 2010

I sit there my legs are freezing
You pull me closer to you
Mountains are all around us
All I can do is stare
I have never been this happy
And it's all thanks to you
I can't imagine my life without you
Willy I wouldn't know what to do.

This is the best feeling ever
Being out here with you
In all this fresh air
This is the best feeling ever
Being so in love with you
Spending this special day with you
Sparks fly all around.

I'm sorry for the way they treat you
And the way they disapprove
But look at the view around us
All this is because of you
You are a gentle and a caring man
Why can't they seem to understand
Your like the rain on a summers night
Everything with you just feels so right.

This is the best feeling ever
Being out here with you
In all this fresh air
This is the best feeling ever
Being so in love with you
Spending this special day with you
Sparks fly all around.

If you ever need someone to catch you
And not ever try to wreck you
My love for you will never fade.

This is the best feeling ever
I know how you feel
Why they say we're too young
I'll never know
This is the best feeling ever
Being out here with you
In all this fresh air
This is the best feeling ever
Being so in love with you
Spending this special day with you
Sparks fly all around.
Seasons Changing
December 22, 2010

I don't know why
Things have changed
But I can feel it now
You're not the same, and I'm not to blame
But I can't pretend anymore.

Think of that night
With you by my side
Do you even have to wonder why
I fell for you.

I can feel the seasons changing
I wish everything would be warm again
I hope you will notice
I'm calling more then your name.

I spend my days dreaming
Of how I think things could be
I know your smile
And your heart
I just don't know where to start.

I need you to know
I need you to hear
I need you to see me through new tears
You need to see me standing here.

I can feel the seasons changing
I wish everything would be warm again
I hope you will notice
I'm calling more then your name.

I scream your name
Frustrated in pain
I need you now
Nothings the same.

I can feel the seasons changing
I wish everything would be warm again
I hope you will notice
I'm calling more then your name.