I Don't Know Why
June 17, 2010

The ocean takes you away
But I'll still last another day
Your searching for who you are
But all you did was leave me scarred
I close my eyes and you're not here
I open them and you don't reappear
Everything is gone out the door
But I still feel lost.

I only wish the best for you
Even though I know you don't need it
I can't help but think what went wrong
And why you chased it
I don't know why, I sit here and cry
Please forgive me my friend.

You choose to go to your right
And leave the middle behind
I could always see it in your eyes
That you'd leave for a second time
I will miss you if the truth be told
Or how the future will be
But hopefully we'll see each other again.

I only wish the best for you
Even though I know you don't need it
I can't help but think what went wrong
And why you chased it
I don't know why, I sit here and cry
Please forgive me my friend.

We'll Be Fine
June 17, 2010

This city is dark and looks so lonely at night
Especially when we're not laughing side by side
What's so different about tonight
I'll tell you if you promise me
Why are you leaving me still?
Why didn't I see it in the crystal ball
I don't get why you always do this to me
You take it all away but I'm not free
I'm not free.

I just want to say
Why'd you do this to me today
Why is it always your plan
You keep on hurting me
What's on your mind
Did you want me to say stay
What's left behind
It's all memories.

You can't seem to ignore me
Your friends are crazy not like me
You can say it's 'cos I'm not like them
I'd doubt it even then
I'll be okay.

I just want to say
Why'd you do this to me today
Why is it always your plan
You keep on hurting me
What's on your mind
Did you want me to say stay
What's left behind
It's all memories.

I wont get to watch you leave
You're out of my sight
I'll probably cry
I'm not feeling alright
But I know we'll be fine.

I just want to say
Why'd you do this to me today
Why is it always your plan
You keep on hurting me
What's on your mind
Did you want me to say stay
What's left behind
It's all memories.

Fly Away
June 1, 2010

Off the hook is where you want to be
Seeing it all makes you pace
And now you're even free
You should be happy for your space
Something must remind you
Of something old not new
Of someone you once were
Is that so bizarre, you couldn't even tell.

I used to look up to you
But now that's gone again
I can't even imagine
How that'll end
Please don't pretend
That you weren't out at least to hurt me
I can't even see
You'll be that complete.

Flying like a bird
Just fly away
And please don't disturb
When you think its okay
You'll never be heard by
At the end of the day.

The glances and the lies have come undone
Now you're not naive
But you're inapt to beleive
That I can't see through your mind
Like the sands of time
I can't begin to say
That it's even okay.

Flying like a bird
Just fly away
And please don't disturb
When you think its okay
You'll never be heard by
At the end of the day.

Out East
May 5, 2010

You know I thought this through
I really don't want to lose you
My words can't save me this time
Everything's laid clearly in a line.

Why do you feel the need to go
Out east always gets so cold
Thinking back on yesterdays
It all seems magic, I can recall.

Having so much fun s a child
Now all I have are memories
I can't sleep at night I'm scared
I lost you once and couldn't breathe.

Summertime has never looked so right
Careless fun was easy
Growing up is sad
You're always leaving me.

I feel all alone
This all seems sad until you know.