Am I Wrong
January 18, 2011

Never a worry in the world
How come this made me doubt
Everything I knew
All that I had with you
Because things always change
Even if you don't
The first thing you told me was everything's the same
It's clearly not
I can't even see the same
The walls are all built up in my mind
It hurts
Expectations of everything are so high.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.

What are you doing in the rain
Maybe I can help you
If you take my hand
But it's not anything I can change
And you have already changed your mind.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.

You were someone I ran to
But now I'm scared I'll be looked down on
Even though I know it'll never change your mind.

So I sit here praying nothing will change
But it's burning now
I'm so ashamed
Of what I'm thinking now.

Am I wrong
To feel that everythings gone
I'm not as special as the flashy lightening
A flower, or a dress
It's all long gone.