Strange & Lonely All the Time
October 22, 2010

Think of December, it'll keep me going
I miss you, I think its worth knowing
I know theres nothing I can do
So I think of the days that pass by
I try my best not to break down and cry
So I look up at the bright blue sky.

I promised to myself I wouldn't think about it at all
And I know that only in time

I will lose everything, inside if you're wondering
But I'll try not to let it show on the outside
And I feel strange and lonely all the time
The summer sun, the winter snow, the rain in spring or the falling leaves wont let me show what I really mean
And I feel strange and lonely all the time.

The time goes fast but the seconds tick slowly
The beats strong but the rhythms weak
And I know that in my mind its not problem at all
Drawing on a driveway with chalk all the time
Writing down everything we felt at the time
If only everything was that easy again.

And then reality hit us like a ton of ice and everything spun out of line
I'll give you all my love now if somehow we could stop time.

I will lose everything, inside if you're wondering
But I'll try not to let it show on the outside
And I feel strange and lonely all the time
The summer sun, the winter snow, the rain in spring or the falling leaves wont let me show what I really mean
And I feel strange and lonely all the time.

I miss your talks late at night
Your hyperness
Your way to make everyone smile
You light up the darkest room in sight on a dark night.

Maybe I'm unrealistic
Or maybe just going ballistic
But I know you're where you're meant to be
Even though I know how much I cry at night
I can't call you back this time.

I will lose everything, inside if you're wondering
But I'll try not to let it show on the outside
And I feel strange and lonely all the time
The summer sun, the winter snow, the rain in spring or the falling leaves wont let me show what I really mean
And I feel strange and lonely all the time.